2-7-11

Another uneventful day with two sick little boys and a sick mommy. 

2-6-11

It has been a whole month since I wrote anything. Pretty crappy at this daily stuff. This baby has been making me really yucky feeling. All I want to do is eat and sleep. The last couple of nights Josiah has been praying that the baby stops making mommy sick. Last night he prayed that the baby comes out so mommy doesn't be sick anymore. Dylan had to explain to him that if the baby was to come out now it would die b/c it is not big enough to live on it's own. The last week I have been starting to feel a little better starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I feel bad for my boys that mommy doesn't feel good b/c they are not getting the mommy they need right now. We finally got to put up a size measuring board for the boys last week and they have both grown exactly three inches in  13 months. No wonder why I have to keep going to buy them new pants. Ready for spring to come so I can plant a garden and start on getting the outside looking the way I want  it. Going to have to sit down with Dylan and figure out what plants we want and where we want them.

1-6-11

Today has been a day of tiredness. First day without coffee. Didn't have any caffeine until 130 at McD's. was so tired this morning it took me like two hours to shower and fix my hair had to lay down, but not sleep for a couple of minutes in between. The boys and I made it to Wal-mart today. It was good to be out of the house for a while. My contacts did good today. Got a set of new stainless pans with my gift card from momma and money from grandma. I love them. Last year momma gave me a gift card and I got a 3qt stainless pot. This year I got the set that came with a 1 qt 2 qt pots, 5 qt dutch oven and a 9.5 in skillet. They all have pour spouts and lids with holes for pouring. The boys have been in a really good mood today and have this desire to take care of mommy. It is so cute. I love having independent children who love to help. I am hoping that each day without caffeine gets easier. My wonderful husband came home for dinner tonight. hehe I bribed him. Told him that if he came home I would make slow cooked bb back ribs and sweet potatoes and creamy broccoli cheese soup. Love having him home at night. Tonight is my two favorite shows Grey's Anatomy and Private Practice. Should be a good night.

1-5-11 O and it begins....

The day started out w/ an animal services officer waking me up b/c she had the wrong house. Then the thought of it begin my last day for coffee and I ran out of Mt. dew yesterday. We also did not have any yogurt so the smoothie did not taste good. After that my I was just off could not get back on track, was feeling agitated all day. My poor hubby came home from a half of day at work to this. We headed out to get my contacts(which was the second trial set I got from the eye dr b/c the first ones didnt work) I put them but the wrong eyes and that just through me for even more of a loop b/c at first I couldnt figure out what was wrong. So needless to say by this point I was a little on the upset side. Dylan pulled over to help calm me down I was in histaria crying. While Dylan is trying to calm me down Noah says "Daddy what is wrong with mommy." Dylan says, "I will tell you later." That is all I needed.... I broke out in histaric laughter mind you while still crying my head off. Then the laughing just boiled over and I just laughed so hard I couldnt breath, for like five minutes this went on. Dylan and I know it is just pregnancy throwing me off and knowing that he was going to try to explain that to the boys later just kept playing through my head. Dylan says it took him a full minute to figure out if I was still crying or if I was laughing. The rest of the evening went well. Except for I think this baby is going to eat really healthy. Made burgers and bacon cheese fries for dinner. Starchy foods and sometime meat do not sit well with me right now. I have been craving cucumbers, carrots dipped in ranch and smoothies. All that yummy food sitting there in front of me and I can not even eat it. I had a half of a cucumber and ranch all to myself for dinner. What a day. I know tomorrow will be better. The boys are back to themselves and I have my contact stuff situated and I have to do grocery shopping tomorrow since we did not get to b/c of the whole emotional mess. Dylan took me to Starbucks instead of the grocery store. I have the best husband in the world he is a very patient understanding man.  Good news of the day the baby is six weeks today only 34 more weeks to go before we have another wonderful adorable little person blessing our lives.

This mobile blogging is starting to drive me crazy. Wishing I could figure out out.

1-3-11 Mondays(from yesterday couldn't figure out the mobile blogging)

Mondays are always bad days for schedules. Stayed up till 1 making bread with Dylan. Needless to say I did not get up at 7, but was up at 8 not too bad. Lol! I do not remember the exhaustion, craving, and nausea starting so early with either one of the boys. Have been so out of it all day. Dylan told his brother Jacob today that Jake is going to be and uncle again. He is excited told Dylan that they need to go out to dinner to celebrate and he is still waiting for a niece named Jacobina. Lol! In order to accomplish getting up on time tomorrow going to bed right after Castle is over tonight at 11. Tomorrow the boys are going to start chores. My big boy is already a big helper. Also hoping that my little love is back to complete health tomorrow and eats mommy out of house and home. 

1-2-11 The BIG announcement!

We told the boys last night that mommy is having a baby. They were so excited. Josiah wants a girl and Noah wants a boy. I told them that they have to pray for what they want and God will choose what we get, but as long as the baby is healthy it doesn't matter. As soon as we got done telling them Grandma(My mom) called and Josiah had to tell her. Today we called Nonnie(Dylan's mom) and Noah got to tell her. Today was one of those lay around the house and play Wii days hanging out before daddy has to go back out of town tomorrow. Noah has still been recouping from being sick. It was an unsuccessful day for waking up at 7am and having a smoothie, oh well tomorrow is an other day. Noah was being really gentle tonight at giving mommy a hug. I asked him what is wrong and he said I don't want to hurt the baby. LOL! So we had a discussion about how he will not hurt the baby by giving me hugs, but he can not hit or kick or punch my tummy, and how the baby can hear us and they can talk to it. They thought that was really cool. I am so happy that they are enjoying this and how much of a great experience this will be for the family. 

1-1-11 New Years Resolutions

     So glad for the new year. I already can tell it is going to be fun and interesting. My resolutions for 2011:

• Start a daily blog.
• Be up by 7 am every morning and in bed by 12 pm every night.
• Have a fruit smoothie every morning for breakfast.
• Tell all the special people in my life I Love them at least once a week.
• Spend at least 30 minutes daily of one-on-one time with each of my children including the dog. 
• Be more supportive and loving wife.
• Start a garden with Josiah and Noah.
• Teach the boys how to enjoy the simpler things in life.
• Stay home 5 out of 7 days a week. 

Happy New Year.